Merhaba my long-lost friends.
For those of you wondering why I was MIA for most of August, here is my explanation. I did do a couple of cool things at the beginning of August, mainly going to the Süleymaniye Camii and the Yeni Camii with my cousin Jan. However, I didn’t blog about that because I forgot my camera that day, and what’s a post without pictures? Luckily, she also has a blog and you can read her rendition of that exciting day here -> http://jellisadventures.blogspot.ca/2012/08/mosque-times.html
Jan knew she was heading back to Bodrum, and I knew that I was going on the boat one more time, so we figured that would be our last day together in Istanbul. Unfortunately, we were right. Jan left for Bodrum a couple of days later and only returned to Istanbul one day before she flew home to Canada. I also went to Bodrum, Gocek, and the Greek Islands of Symi, Halki and Rhodes for 2 and a half weeks on the boat. (Side note, I have already been to all of those places, so I will only include a few pictures. To read my longer blog on the Greek Islands, click here ->https://turkishsummer.wordpress.com/2012/07/07/lets-sail-away/.) I usually only go on the boat for a week, so it was kind of surprising that I was going for 2 and a half weeks. That meant I would be returning to Istanbul only a day before leaving for Canada, giving me no more off days or any chances to say goodbye to the friends I’ve made here. Suzan could tell that I was a little sad about that, so she graciously let me return to Istanbul solo, and spend my last 4 days packing and saying goodbye to my home away from home. Of course those last few days flew by, but I enjoyed them more than I can express.
As you can guess, this will probably be my last post. I’m currently writing this in the airplane that is taking me from Warsaw to Toronto. I have already taken one flight from Istanbul to Warsaw, and have one more from Toronto to Sudbury. Overall I will have travelled over 5,500 miles. Since my time in Istanbul is up, I don’t feel the need to continue blogging. After all, I did name my blog ‘Turkish Summer’.
But before I say goodbye, there are a few things I want to say…
Suzan, Turgut and the rest of the Toplusoy family: Thank you so much for the opportunity you gave me this summer. Thank you for opening your doors to me, for treating me like family, and for always going above and beyond to make sure I was happy. Thank you for everything. I appreciate it more than you know. I will always consider you family and friends.
Grandma and Grandpa: Thank you for inspiring me to travel the world and encouraging me to chase my dreams. Also, special thanks for teaching me the travel basics – eat whenever you can, use the restroom whenever you can, always pack a rain-bag-jacket-thing, etc. In all seriousness, those things come in pretty handy.
Mom and Dad: Thank you for not freaking out when I said I wanted to go to Turkey for the summer, and thank you for encouraging me to go.
Jan and Alix: My sissies-from-another-missy, unofficial and underpaid therapists. I don’t think I would have made it through this summer without you two.
Huma: Thank you for setting me up with the Toplusoy family. It was a really great experience.
And last, but certainly not last… YOU.
To the incredibly loyal people who read my blog all summer: I don’t know how you put up with some of the sappy BS that I posted, but thanks for staying tuned anyway. I can express how appreciative I am to have people who cared enough to check in and see what I was up to. YOU are the ones who kept me writing all summer. It’s an awesome feeling finding out that PEOPLE ACTUALLY READ MY BLOG after I’d stay up, exhausted, spending 2 hours writing a post. You guys are the best.
After my crazy, 4 and a half month summer in Istanbul, it’s all over. It still doesn’t feel real. I’m already flying over the Atlantic and yet I still feel like I’m going to be back in a couple of hours or so. I hate saying goodbyes, especially knowing that some of them are forever. Although I’ve been homesick at times, I’ve loved the city and the people here so much that leaving feels wrong. I want to stay. This summer flew by way too quickly. Will I go back next summer? I don’t know yet. I have been asked by the family to come back next summer, but there are a lot of factors that will go into that decision. Istanbul is the first place I’ve lived outside of Canada, and I am leaving a part of my heart there for so many reasons. As I left for the airport I felt as if I was being dragged away from my new home, kicking, screaming… but mostly just crying. I can say that I’m leaving here feeling more like myself than ever. I feel confident in the person I’m becoming, and am proud of the decisions I’ve made along the way. Though there were ups and downs, I wouldn’t trade this summer for anything.
“There’s still so many things that I want to say to you, but go on. Just go on.”
Jack Johnson – “Go On”
Sending light and love to everyone in all parts of the world. See you soon, Canada.
-Sarah XO